Cool Wednesday...

It is a Wednesday morning, cool and nice in the outside and chilly in the indoors due to powerful air-condition. Nothing is compared to the warm sensation that I have experienced as the picture on the left depicts; warm fantasis with a tweet of coldness. The hardness of his physique soothes my nervous nerves and calms my soul.

My sexual orientation, I am most concern about. I have not had sex for almost three years. Maybe I have decided to keep my body for the one and only one. Though human, I have been fighting hard to control my physical desires. I have yet to find my true love, I hope I will be able to meet my him this years, prayers... What worries me is that I am also attracted to women though it is getting lesser all these years for only those in high profile are worthy of my emotions.

Gothic Love

I know I am always bitten by the love bug, filled with love lore and fantasis of my beloved ones. They come and go but I have learnt to let it go, painlessly. Gone are the days where I was deeply hurt with grief through rejection. They are still around but it is I who is controlling the situation, I try not immerse myself deep into the abyss of hopelessness, helpless with no possibility of return.

I can't help but fall in love, the cycle doesn't end, it goes on and on. Years passed on, I am still the emotional freak though things are much better these days. I have learnt to cope with my uncontrollable infatuations and they are mostly females. Sex is now secondary to me, till I find my true love I will put it on hold, for the time being...

A Chinese Ghost Story

I went to watch the movie The Chinese Ghost Story on 22 April 2011 at the Cineleisure Orchard and was moved to tears at the ending part. 24 Years ago, I watched the first version in 1987, then I was only 13 years old barely reaching puberty. 24 years later the longing for love still remain fresh etched deeply in me and was revealed this day.

Love, I have yet to immerse myself throughly with the opposite sex

Three years, and it is still going .....

It has been three years since I last updated my blog. During these past three years my life, filled with love (I am a bisexual) lorn and tramatised issues I would say. I am still with where I am and it is the fifth year now, how I have accomplished as I thought to myself proudly. I am 37 now, the thought of reaching 40 years of age shudders me. I have yet to find my true love with the opposite sex and I must confess it sometimes saddens me, I am not ugly but just blinded on the right eye.


Today is Good Friday, a public holiday in Singapore. Life goes on...