Condor October...

It's lunch hour now and i am taking a break from my usual work routine. I have almost settle most of my office matters in the morning routine, and it is more of a relax now with my favourite radio station Power 98. My favourite presenter in the morning jam programme Shareen Wong, whom I am having a hopeless crush on... her voice gives me quivers and arouse my inner thoughts. I am not a lesbian, more of a bisexual by nature... what a pity indeed or is it because of my past failed relationships with men that I am yearning for love from women. My affections for these women are getting dangerously younger and younger... sexuality I am full-grown woman, a prey for the men of my life. For years I've never dare to profess my feelings so directly to a woman until I met Shareen Wong, I don't wish to waste time in pursuit of her friendship only to sink into immerse grief and psychological damage that would take a long period to heal, I hate that mental roller coaster ride. It's fine that she rejected me quickly, I take it in good stride this time. However this sparks off my desire and yearning for female, my own kind, sexually or not it depends. Of course I do have erotic dreams on these beautiful women only to be brought into reality when dawn breaks.