It is a lazy Sunday today and I woke up at 11am, feeling still wanting to sleep. I forced myself to wash up and had my breakfast at 11.15am. The sky is clear but cloudy, not windy though. Still feeling sleepy but I decided to pen down my Sunday thoughts before climbing back to bed. Everyday, every moment of the day my mind is flooded with my unhappy past. I fought with my inner self to look forward as adviced by many kind souls but the result is futile. I guess the hurt inflicted was so great that it takes more than just a kind soul's advice in order for me to learn to forgive. Recollection of the unhappy past only serves to rise up my temperature resulting in momentarily anger. It is always the same, everyday of my life.
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