Sunday, November 16, 2008

Under her care - DR BRENDA LOW WEN YONG


I went back to work on the 13 November 2008. Seen Dr Brenda Low on the 11 November 2008 and she gave me the green light. The feeling is simply GREAT GREAT GREAT to be back to work in the office, work is moderate but I know more will be coming in time to come. The feeling was so immerse that I wrote a joyful email to Dr Low expressing the happiness and to my greatest unexpectation she replied the next day which made my day tremendously... the greatest joy was when I reached home on Friday evening after work I received the medical report from her clinic, she has indicated that I shall be under her purview and care every now and then, which means I will get to see her in regular interval (for pap smear i suppose). My next visit will be end of November 2008 Saturday and to my delight I will be her last patient of the day in her clinic, which means if I am smart enough, more memorable and quality time to be spent with her on that day!!! I pray hard.

One worry fact is that my right abdominal pain persist even after Dr Low has removed the cysts. I am now depending on ponstan (painkiller) to stem the pain. Sometimes during the night the pain gets so bad that I curl up in a foetus position in order to sleep. No one knows what is wrong, and I will endure the pain in order to be able to ...

Monday, November 10, 2008

DR BRENDA LOW WEN YONG


I have been resting at home since my cystectomy operation in early November 2008. It is taking the toil on me, mentally. The wound has almost healed by now, I guess. However the right abdominal pain still persists, what am I going to do.. panic-stricken I am determined to confide the pain to Dr Brenda Low on my visit to her tomorrow at her Gleneagles Medical Centre #03-01. Dr Brenda Low.... ahhhhhh what am I going to do???!!??!?!? I guess I will write her an email once a month, to update her my life going-on and hopefully she will reply and... dare not think too far.

I can still remember that November 08 afternoon where I was lying on the OT table of Thomson Medical Centre. The anaesthetist was not able to locate a vein from my left arm and it was Dr Low who manage to locate iton my right arm.... I really don't know what is wrong with me, it is almost a week after the surgery and I am still experiencing pain on my right abdominal pelvis, SIGH!

Saturday, November 8, 2008

ROAD TO RECOVERY


The operation/surgery is a success and I woke up from the General Anaesthesia. I am resting at home now, all thanks to Dr Brenda Low. Dr Low.... ahhh how I adore her but loss of expressing my feelings. She is no ordinary woman and I have been telling myself to tread carefully lest of 'chasing' her away. I am wondering that after my full recovery I wouldn't have the chance to see her again that often. Of course there is always the email but that will depend whether she wants to reply to my mails or not. Once I have recovered I will run full speed in pursing my career in the public sector. May God help me....

Monday, November 3, 2008

TREMBLE WITH FEAR, GENERAL ANAESTHESIA


I am scheduled for an operation/surgery in early November 2008 at Thomson Medical Centre by Dr Brenda Low Wen Yong as I am in deep painful agony on my right abdonminal. I am scare, fearful of the operation, though I have went through numerous operations for the past decade, this one frightens me just as much. General Anaesthesia or GA for short frighens me terrible, the nagging thought of been unconscious for long hours and that would my spirit ....I tremble at the thought of it. Dr Brenda Low, ahhhhhhh what a nice female doctor she is indeed..... beautiful, caring, gentle and possess the x-factor. She won me over from the very first time I went to her clinic. My life to be at her hands on that day, and of course the Anaesthetist, may the angel watch over me and them throughout the operation....

Friday, October 24, 2008

Persistant abdominal pain


The pain persists, in my right side of my abdonminal. Dr Brenda Low did two ultrasound scans on my two visits for the past two weeks and found two 'dark cysts' around my right and left ovaries. Though through the tumour blood tests it is normal and is deem not cancerous, how I heave a sigh of relief! Dr Brenda Low, ahhh she captured my heart the very first time moment I saw her. And if surgery is inevitable I will allow her to do it on me for I am comfortable and have great faith in her. The pain persists and seems to get worst when I am having my menses and whenever I stand up and walk. Seeing Dr Low is expensive but the attention I received is fulfilling. I will try to avoid surgery at all cost but my feelings is unavoidable, however controllable indeed!!!

Monday, October 20, 2008

Welcome Clinic For Women


Welcome Clinic For Women




I was recently referred to Dr Brenda Low's clinic as I have experience abdominal pain on my right side. Upon diagnosis via ultrasound scan, there were some 'dark things' found around my ovaries. Though alarm and worried sick, I can only pray for the best. Tried as I might to remain focus I can't help but being drawn towards her by her caring warmness ways towards me, maybe she does that to all patients. I tell myself I want to stand out among the rest of her patients. I believe under her care I will be alright.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Mid-morning thoughts on a October Day...

It's mid-morning and I begin to feel my hunger pangs, tummy growling signaling that I should eat. The office is quiet, I am trying to do my housekeeping on my desktop, kinda messy. I am perturb by the fact that in this organisation I am in, certain tasks can only be done after the other party has done their part. At times I find myself losing my patience with them... ahhhh this is where interpersonal skills comes in place.
Was slightly upset when told off gently by the Power 98 morning jam crew to stop sms-ing them for I guess my infatuation with Shareen Wong persist hopelessly. It's just sms-ing, the only way I can reveal my feelings to her, with tact of course. Lately I find myself falling head over heels in love with women. Tested my sexuality last night, my partner came over and we had a great time...I am still normal as I can still reach my level of climax satisfaction. I have never had a female partner, I wonder how will it like, perhaps women will tend to be gentler than men in bed, I reckon.